al cycle in a man may already be obstructed from his childhood. He may be afraid to 
pull away because he witnessed his mother's disapproval of h's father's emotional distancing. 
Such a man may not even know that he needs to pull away. He may unconsciously create 
arguments to justify pulling away. 

This kind of man naturally develops more of his feminine side but at the expense of 
suppressing some of his masculine power. He is a sensitive man. He tries hard to please and be 
loving but loses part of his masculine self in the process. He feels guilty pulling away. Without 
knowing what has happened he loses his desire, power, and passion; he becomes passive or 
overly dependent. 

He may be afraid to be alone or to go into his cave. He may think he doesn't like being alone 
because deep inside he is afraid of losing love. He has already experienced 'n childhood his 
mother rejecting his father or directly rejecting him. 

While some men don't know how to pull away, others don't know how to get close. The macho 
man has no problem pulling away. He just can't come back and open up. Deep inside he may 
be afraid he is unworthy of love. He is afraid of being close and caring a lot. He does not have a 
picture of how welcomed he would be if he got closer. Both the sensitive male and the macho 
male are missing a positive picture or experience of their natural intimacy cycle. 


Understanding this male intimacy cycle is just as important for men as it is for women. Some 
men feel guilty needing to spend time in their caves or they may get confused when they start 
to pull away and then later spring back. They may mistakenly think something is wrong, with 
them. It is such a relief for both men and women to understand these secrets about men. 

WISE MEN AND WOMEN 

Men generally don't realize how their suddenly pulling away and then later returning affects 
women. With this new insight about how women are affected by his intimacy cycle, a man can 
recognize the importance of sincerely listening when a woman speaks. He understands and 
respects her need to be reassured that he is interested in her and he does care. Whenever he is 
not needing to pull away, the wise man takes the time to initiate conversation by asking his 
female partner how she is feeling. 

He grows to understand his own cycles and reassures her when he pulls away that he will be 
back. He might say "I need some time to be alone and then we will have some special time 
together with no distractions." Or if he starts to pull away while she is talking he might say "I 
need some time to think about this and then we can talk again." 

When h e returns to talk, she might probe him to understand why he left. If he's not sure, which 
is many times the case, he might say "I'm not sure. 1 just needed some time to myself. But let's 
continue our conversation." 

He is more aware that she needs to be heard and he needs to listen more when he is not pulling 
away. In addition, he knows that lis 

telling helps him to become aware of what he wants to share in a conversation. 

To initiate a conversation the wise woman learns not to demand that a man talk but asks that 
he truly listen to her. As her emphasis changes, the pressure on him is released. She learns to 
open up and share her feelings without demanding that he do the same. 

She trusts that he will gradually open up more as he feels accepted and listens to her feelings. 
She does not punish him or chase after him. She understands that sometimes her intimate 
feelings trigger his need to pull away while at other times (when he is on his way back) he is 
quite capable of hearing her intimate feelings. This wise woman does not give up. She 
patiently and lovingly persists with a knowing that few women have. 

Chapter 7 

Women 
Are Like Waves 


A woman is like a wave. When she feels loved her self-esteem rises and falls in a wave motion. 
When she is feeling really good, she will reach a peak, but then suddenly her mood may 



change and her wave crashes down. This crash is temporary. After she reaches bottom suddenly 
her mood will shift and she will again feel good about herself. Automatically her wave begins 
to rise back up. 

When a woman's wave rises she feels she has an abundance of love to give, but when it falls 
she feels her inner emptiness and needs to be filled up with love. This time of bottoming out is 
a time for emotional housecleaning. 

If she has suppressed any negative feelings or denied herself in order to be more loving on the 
upswing of her wave, then on the downswing she begins to experience these negative feelings 
and unfulfilled needs. During this down time she especially needs to talk about problems and 
be heard and understood. 

My wife, Bonnie, says this experience of "going down" is like going down into a dark well. 
When a women goes into her "well" she is consciously sinking into her unconscious self, into 
darkness and diffused feeling. She may suddenly experience a host of unex 

plained emotions and vague feelings. She may feel hopeless, thinking she is all alone or 
unsupported. But soon after she reaches the bottom, if she feels loved and supported, she will 
automatically start to feel better. As suddenly as she may have crashed, she will automatically 
rise up and again radiate love in her relationships. 

A woman's ability to give and receive love in her relationships is generally a reflection of how 
she is feeling about herself. When she is not feeling as good about herself, she is unable to be 
as accepting and appreciative of her partner. At her down times, she tends to be overwhelmed 
or more emotionally reactive. When her wave hits bottom she is more vulnerable and needs 
more love. It is crucial that her partner understand what she needs at these times, otherwise he 
may make unreasonable demands. 

NOW MEN REACT TO THE WAVE 

When a man loves a woman she begins to shine with love and fulfillment. Most men naively 
expect that shine to last forever. But to expect her loving nature to be constant is like expecting 
the weather never to change and the sun to shine all the time. Life is filled with rhythms-day 
and night, hot and cold, summer and winter, spring and fall, cloudy and clear. Likewise in a 
relationship, men and women have their own rhythms and cycles. Men pull back and then get 
close, while women rise and fall in their ability to love themselves and others. 
A man assumes that her sudden change of mood is based solely on his behavior. When she is 
happy he takes credit, but when she is unhappy he also feels responsible. He may feel 
extremely frustrated because he doesn't know how to make things better. One minute she 
seems happy, and so he believes he is doing a good job and then the next minute she is 
unhappy. He is shocked because he thought he was doing so well. 

Don't Try to Fix It 


Bill and Mary had been married for six years. Bill had observed this wave pattern in Mary, but 
because he didn't understand it, he tried to "fix it," which just made matters worse. He thought 
something was wrong with her tendency to go up and down. He would try explaining to her 
that she didn't need to be upset. Mary only felt more misunderstood and thus more distressed. 

Although he thought he was "fixing it," he was actually preventing her from feeling better. 
When a woman moves into her well, he needs to learn that this is when she needs him the 
most, and it is not a problem to be solved or fixed, but an opportunity to support her with 
unconditional love. 

Bill said, "I can't understand my wife, Mary. For weeks she is the most wonderful woman. She 
gives her love so unconditionally to me and to everyone. Then suddenly she becomes 
overwhelmed by how much she is doing for everyone and starts being disapproving of me. It's 
not my fault she's unhappy. I explain that to her, and we just get into the biggest fights." 

Like many men, Bill made the mistake of trying to prevent his partner from "going down" or 
"bottoming out." He tried to rescue her by pulling her up. He had not learned that when his 
wife was going down she needed to hit bottom before she could come up. 

When his wife, Mary, started to crash, her first symptom was to 

feel overwhelmed. Instead of listening to her with caring, warmth, and empathy, he wou ld try 
to bring her back up with explanations of why she shouldn't be so upset. 

The last thing a woman needs when she is on her way down is someone telling her why she 
shouldn't be down. What she needs is someone to be with her as she goes down, to listen to her 
while she shares her feelings, and to empathize with what she is going through. Even if a man 
can't fully understand why a woman feels overwhelmed, he can offer his love, attention, and 
support. 

Now Men Are Confused 

After learning how women are like waves, Bill was still confused. The next time his wife 
seemed to be in her well, he practiced listening to her. As she talked about some of the things 
that were bothering her, he practiced not offering suggestions to "fix her" or make her feel 
better. After about twenty minutes he became very upset, because she wasn't feeling any better. 

He told me, "At first I listened, and she seemed to open up and share more. But then she started 
getting even more upset. It seemed the more 1 listened the more upset she got. 1 told her she 
shouldn't be getting more upset and then we got into a big argument." 

Although Bill was listening to Mary, he was still trying to fix her. He expected her to feel better 
right away. What Bill didn't know is that when a woman goes into her well, if she feels 
supported she doesn't necessarily feel better right away. She may feel worse. But that is a sign 
that his support may be helping. His support may actually help her